In a State of Panic
I don't know what made me thought I had plenty of time between the end of Media Law paper and the start of Photojournalism paper to be settling the trivial trip issues. Either that, or I underestimated the errands I had to run.
I am slipping into a state of panic, evident when I tried to take a 26-minute nap when I got home, but ended up on the computer, emailing people, smsing a couple of important people about my schedule and equipment loan. And when I eventually did lie down in bed, I close my eyes and I get sms replies, jolting me awake, and for the rest of the 25 minutes, I end up thinking about how to sort out my time before I leave, which is less than a week away. And shoot, my interim report for FYP does not even have a single word on it!
Now, my mind is racing ahead of the weekend, and I can't calm my nerves to study for Photojournalism. I'm constantly worried about my to-bring-list, and about settling all the important stuff before I leave that I drift off after one paragraph. I want to wake up and have an entire day to focus on studying, the way I did for Media Law, but counting the days before Monday, I'm only left with Sunday, that is if I don't have to run any errands that day.
Now when I return on the 1st December, I've got about 20 days in Singapore before I fly off again. Now that seemed like a long time, considering I'm hoping to catch a couple of performances during that period, plus possible training for AOH show, getting back results, checking out courses to take next sem, applying for them, as well as sort out any other possible FYP related stuff. My my, reality has hit. This FYP has to be immaculately planned, with stopwatch timing, otherwise, chances of me losing sight of some aspects run high.
*I need to be Zen*
Gladly welcome any suggestions.
I am slipping into a state of panic, evident when I tried to take a 26-minute nap when I got home, but ended up on the computer, emailing people, smsing a couple of important people about my schedule and equipment loan. And when I eventually did lie down in bed, I close my eyes and I get sms replies, jolting me awake, and for the rest of the 25 minutes, I end up thinking about how to sort out my time before I leave, which is less than a week away. And shoot, my interim report for FYP does not even have a single word on it!
Now, my mind is racing ahead of the weekend, and I can't calm my nerves to study for Photojournalism. I'm constantly worried about my to-bring-list, and about settling all the important stuff before I leave that I drift off after one paragraph. I want to wake up and have an entire day to focus on studying, the way I did for Media Law, but counting the days before Monday, I'm only left with Sunday, that is if I don't have to run any errands that day.
Now when I return on the 1st December, I've got about 20 days in Singapore before I fly off again. Now that seemed like a long time, considering I'm hoping to catch a couple of performances during that period, plus possible training for AOH show, getting back results, checking out courses to take next sem, applying for them, as well as sort out any other possible FYP related stuff. My my, reality has hit. This FYP has to be immaculately planned, with stopwatch timing, otherwise, chances of me losing sight of some aspects run high.
*I need to be Zen*
Gladly welcome any suggestions.
posted by Me at 11:04 pm
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